Will I ever do anything good in their eyes?

Everything I do is a joke in their eyes. I can't please them. I waste money. I can't ever do anything right. What kind of people are you? Your other child, your more important child, everything about her is more important and better and has a bigger effect on what happens.

My dad thinks that USC is a joke. He says it is a mediocre school and would do anything for me to transfer anywhere else. And yet, when I try to defend myself and a whole bunch of my friends who go there, he just tells me to shut my mouth, that he doesn't want to hear it anymore. Yet, he wants to talk to Kelly who is in Japan, having a great time... and spending money out the wa-zoo, he doesn't get mad. He just tries to make sure that she's safe and going to come back and not do anything to jeopardize her future. Yet I could probably move out and not tell them where I am and they wouldn't care. Okay, that was a little much. My mom would care... my dad would just try to figure out how much money I was spending.

Now im just ranting. It's time to go.