So I met this really great guy at work. And I've seriously really come to like him. Though he's totally shy, he's really an incredible guy and is really sweet. I am incredibly nervous because this is the first real relationship that I have been close to having in ... oh 3 years. I don't know what to do anymore. I am completely lost when it comes to dealing with such things. He likes me... and well I know he likes me but he doesn't know that I know that he likes me. If that made any sense at all. I don't know what to do with myself. I am so lost and confused... ugh. this is just so I can vent a little bit. I don't know what to do.

and I can't post this on myspace or facebook because he'll see.